01 November 2009 - 2:30 p.m.

We went for a cycling cum stingray dinner on Friday. J and M had this crazy idea about losing weight through cycling. Me? I just simply didn't want to work.

It's getting more and more difficult to be enthusiastic about work. All that fills my mind is to leave. But where do I want to go exactly? What is in store for me? I don't know, really. But I just believe that I'll know it when I see it.

Back to the main story... We had lunch before cycling and spoke about our common and uncommon dislikes. Through their comments about AN, I kind of feel that these were somewhat the kind of stuff they would say about me as well... behind my back. At times, I find that people tend to rebel against supervision but yet they do not dig deep enough, in themselves, to really ask... if they were capable of working independently.

In my opinion, the general sense I have of the team is the lack of urgency and importance. I guess we all have different values that we each place in work. Some wants to succeed, some just wants to knock off on the dot to go home to their kids... Whatever the reason... What doesn't change is departmental goals and objectives... You just have to ensure the goals are reached. If you don't like to be supervised closely and you don't like people to point out your faults or wrong-doings then the answer is... don't make mistakes and work responsibly.

Don't blame supervisors for supervising because that's their job. Face facts. If supervisors do not supervise, you would again, complain that they are not doing their jobs. One good example is L. So, there you go...

Off for lunch... more later.

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